pwreencess speaks

yikes! its been a while since i last updated hoR. and i noe i noe i should have update earlier, but harharhar. been..busy+lazy, well i guess its buzy (combi of busy+lazy).

so, i finally …..

1. finish my fyp, and
2. had a 4 days exhibition, didnt get selected,
3. got my worst pair of panda eyes,
4. farewell to my roommate,
5. submitted my fyp,
6. rush up to my 2days1night genting getaway with my darling friends,
7. watched pirates3,
8. come back and bluishblahboom pack and move out and evacuated from apartment,
9. came back n unpack and repack,
10. apply a few jobs, got 1 interview,
11. done a simple portfolio,
12. got one job but im considering,
13. got rejected from another job,
14. finish watching 2 dramas,
15. and STILL havent sit down at my living room and watch finish 1 show from astro. HAR har.

and i havent really say goodbye to my uni life. well…i guess its time for a wrap.

it has been a really really really good experience, uni is the turning point of my life, at least, i found something that i like and focus on doing it, and have to say…really enjoyed this course, although its rather expensive and tiring at the same time. from a person that only have two A1s on SPM (i know i don look like one), in order to squeeze into mmu, i went thru a LONGGGGGGGGGG way and i think i didnt tell anybody yet, that at first, im not even qualified to get selected to EEP (early entrance programme by mmu). yes, i have to take my certs, my cert that i won world 2nd (and my best friend is the 1st) at some art competition from Ukraine, and come all the way to mmu during 2002 (right after spm) to proof to some officer here in mmu that im eligible and worth the consideration, and apparently after that, i got in to EEP.

that is why during EEP, i didnt enjoy as much as other people did, i totally throw all my strength in studies, and frankly i didnt even went to the pasarmalam once in melacca. haha. also forgot how i survive that 2 months, but i got 4 over 5 As from it. not bad eh and that’s my ticket to continue got an offer from mmu, and join the alpha family. so that’s why in my 4 years of uni life, i literary work my ass off for it, because deep inside me i know that, im not good enough.

maybe i really push myself too hard, i remember in my early days in mmu, i often do things to impress people/lecturers, but just for the sake of impress and fell down a lot alot of time during alpha. its until beta, that i know that no matter what i do, im still the same level me and i cant spent my time much to impress and thats when i give up and admit my talent and until one of the submission in che mat’s class, the digital photography, i almost got the jackpot that i guess correct what he wants and almost nailed it at the 1st time, but due to lack of concept in the selection of elements, i didnt get acknowledged, but well its a good start. at least i know, i am fated in digital montage. and that’s one of the reason why i chose dm as my majoring.

Gamma 1st sem was indeed VERY rewarding, its THE time where i thought i can really shine. i really really really liked that class that time. i even felt lucky and blessed that i chose such cool majoring. seriously, come n think about it, the start of sem1 is almost like utopia, and that’s where i found my strength. i always remember that my first ever concept presentation to the panel of lecturers, almost all of them were amazed, and Hilmy is the one who lift me up. although in the end, i really dont have the time to finish the project nicely, only did a 75% completion work….and hope that i didnt make anyone down.

things REALLY got change at sem1’s break, i went to IDN design fest Singapore with Candice n Evonne, and got to know Gavin and Martin and their friends. its truly a WOW experience. its like having a hammer and break my mind, got so inspired and really really open up my world to this design world. no doubt, i grow up a lot from it too.

after that. its sem 2, june was impressed by my motion graphic storyboard, i have to say … i really pour my heart on it, but just too bad, my 3d skills really not that good, my car doesnt look as nice as i want to be, and the time limit that she give was really too short, so the motion graphic end up to be too fast.

sem 3, got pwn for the game design, im truly truly not a gamer. although the concept is good :-s haha. den got back alive during the installation, but just thank god its a group work. and thanks to Angie, we did a great job that really make our installation an interactive one. and thanks to Nora, for getting the instrument, we even got mentioned by the guest lecturer on his blog. tat was the time, where we are united as a whole, the whole dm gang, we grow up and tighten our relationship. i still remember ehsan’s handmade brownies okay, that was like….hahaha…and the occasional sneak out to sign the card thing.

and then it was internship time, when i learn how i miss cyberjaya life and uni life. working is really aint fun thing. got the worst news ever during internship, heard that there’s a big change in dm. and so it is, and i believe there’s no need to say much bout it already, since i already talk enough, write enough, heard enough about it and finally it is ALL over now.

as for the people that i know, i never regret knowing every single one of you guys. no matter we did become friends or was friends or are still friends or will be friends, roommates, housemates, classmates, coursemates, schoolmates, lecturers, tutors, even the aunty at the vege stall…i will miss you all.

as for the place i miss the most, will be nea2001, its been really good staying there, along with a bunch of crazy yet cute housemates. sniff. fcm cafe, dm studio…oldtown…

housemates - one n only picture :-s  pics from rynn, took by rynn’s monitor

mons&kerbaus @palace …couldnt find other recent pictures yet :-ss , pic from rou

well yes…we didnt have group pics hor :-s but erm this is the best i can get, from rynn.

genting syiokerss

oldtown happy tea, pics from rynn

i believe 10 years later i will still remember my promise to sent that ugly picture of urs to you, dear clone. MWAHHAA!